Sometimes it’s better not to talk about things that really hurts you. Pretend that it never happened, pretend that you’re okay. My life revolved in the office and in the four corners of my room. Sometimes I would go out and watch movie alone, or spend my time at starbucks, make my time useful. The best thing that I realized out of it was that I could stand up on my own and I could handle my life even without Mr. Big. I learned to shop and enjoy my time even if I’m alone. But I can’t ignore the fact that sometimes I missed him badly. (more…)
I don’t know why I can’t find the passion to write when I’m happy . I have something in mind to share but I can’t put the words into writing. But when I’m hurting, words just flow when I type.
Its been months and months I have not written something here. There are a lot of things worth of sharing. I could make use the reason that I don’t have a computer at home. I think its valid, but you could find a lot of ways if you really want something. right?
For six months I have not updated anything about MR. BIG. The big part of my life. Have I totally moved on? Am I still hurting? Do I still Love him? Have I ever get a chance to find somebody else? How’s my life? A lot of questions that left un-answered..