It’s been weeks, months I have not talked about MR. Big… What happened to him…to us ?
After the breakup and no communication for a long time, we had a chance to meet through Yahoo Messenger. This time I was not blocked from his list. We talked and he wants to meet me so we could talk. I really don’t know what to say that time . I don’t know if it’s the right time to meet him personally after the break up. I have the feeling that his not yet ready…
As we go through our conversation the situation gets worst. Exchanging of bitter words and it’s so painful. I was so hurt and he is too. His blaming me why we broke up and I’m trying to tell him that its not just my fault. I burst out and cried so much in the office. Ishee my friend went to my place and comforted me and ask me to stay in the conference room so no one can see me with that situation. I really appreciate what she did…
I know Mr. Big was so hurt with the situation same with me. I go back at my desk after I’ve calmed down, pretending nothing happened. (more…)