working late…

I’m a liitle bit tired now… exhausted, drained, and sleepy… but as a whole ? Im Happy and blessed enough..

I should have  leave the office early and  went out with my friends to have coffee and sit down and talk and laugh.. Oh, how I missed it.. sitting in a comfortable chair, listen to nice music and sip your favorite drink..

Anyways, I prefered to work late and finish the 1900 information updates to be made in the database so i wont wait for another day to finish it. I felt relieved when I was able to finish it.

I felt so bad a while ago when I ask somebody  and he did not understand what Im asking/clarifying with  him.. he just immediately  told me:

Cathy, did you not read my email?

Hayzzz…. I really felt bad..maybe his just so tired and think a lot of things. I just need to improve my communication skills..

Here I am sitting  in front of my desk  ready to go back to my apartment. 

PS: I’m so thankful with with all the nice  people I met every day, who made me smile and may God Bless them so they could inspire a lot of people.

sometimes you just can’t take it….

The weather is a little bit unpredictable today as my mood swings do… There are a lot of things bothering me… work, deadlines, family stuff and a lot more.

 Yesterday, I was so pissed off with my sister. She texted me around 12pm telling me her cellphone was not working well and can’t be repaired and she really need to get another cellphone. She’s begging me to give her money so she could buy a new one.  What makes me angry was that for me she don’t know how to take care of her things and she would just  ask for a new one.

My sister is in fourth year College taking up Nursing and I kow it would be difficult for her if she don’t have a cellphone. Even i’m so pissed off I can’t take it so I decided to let her use my credit card for her to be able to buy a new cellphone.. Haaayzzzzzzzz. …

I’m preparing to attend 5:30 pm mass.. be back soon..

Mr. Big update

It’s been weeks, months I have not talked about MR. Big… What happened to him…to us ?

After the breakup and no communication for a long time, we had a chance to meet through Yahoo Messenger.  This time I was not blocked from his list. We talked and he wants to meet me so we could talk. I really don’t know what to say that time . I don’t know if it’s the right time to meet him personally after the break up. I have the feeling that his not yet ready…

As we go through our conversation the situation gets worst. Exchanging of bitter words and it’s so painful. I was so hurt and he is too. His blaming me why we broke up and I’m trying to tell him that its not  just my fault. I burst out and cried so much in the office. Ishee my friend went to my place and comforted me and ask me to stay in the conference room so no one can see me with that situation. I really appreciate what she did…

I know Mr. Big was so hurt with the situation same with me. I go back at my desk after I’ve calmed down, pretending nothing happened. (more…)