I feel the pressure rushing through my veins.
It’s early in the morning and I don’t know were to start working. I have hell lot to do in the office. I’m working as a project automation specialist in engineering company. I do support/administration with all the software used in the project. The project were I’m into just started, a lot of documentation, setup, orientation, and etc. We have a setup and technical audit on Thursday and I need to make sure we comply with the standards. Haaayzzz. Also, 3 system needs to be develop using Asp.Net. The other one should be finished within 2 weeks. How am I supposed to do that?
I’m trying to handle and cope up with work and the pressure. I’ve been running away with the programming stuff, and here I am trapped with the situation I can run no more. They are expecting me to be a programmer and be able to deliver a system I developed. I am emotionally driven person and like to do things passionately. I could do programming when there’s no pressure and I just do it because I am inspired to do so. Also, provided that I have enough time to work on it and my focus is just for that. I can’t sustain doing the programming thing when I’m not focused with it, thinking that I just need to do it on my free time.
I WORRY too much because I take it seriously. I’ll take the challenge and do what I can.