Being the eldest in the family was so hard. I have 3 siblings and 2 is in college now. Much more, when the family is financially challenged. This past few moths/days I have been financially and emotionally disturb. Taking much responsibilities for my family is both fulfilling and sad. Sometimes its so sad that I could not give enough help for my family. It really pierce my heart. Sometimes I would have my escapade in my dreamland to just give me hope and look forward for tomorrow. (more…)
Here i am keep on wondering… I keep on thinking of Mr. Big last night…It was months of no communication, 6 days after a breakup letter but i felt it was sooo long…. I was so confused/burst out with wild mixture of emotions because of an email. It awakens all the feelings I kept in a secret box inside me.
Yesterday, I recieved an email with the subject: ERRATA for your blog. Seeing the sender name made my stomach leap. When I read the letter line by line, tears keep falling down my face. The email was about what I think and my post last saturday . He captured some of the lines and point out whats his side. (more…)